1
00:00:15,538 --> 00:00:18,438
- Oh, my God.
Yeah!

2
00:00:18,541 --> 00:00:19,887
It's kind of a race now.

3
00:00:19,991 --> 00:00:21,717
<i>1 have got to get
my deer meat dry</i>

4
00:00:21,820 --> 00:00:23,098
so I can preserve it.

5
00:00:23,201 --> 00:00:24,340
Now, that's just cool.

6
00:00:24,444 --> 00:00:28,448
Come on, baby. Come on in.
Yes.

7
00:00:28,551 --> 00:00:30,415
Caught my first fish.

8
00:00:30,519 --> 00:00:33,246
<i>- Winter is coming, and 1 want
to have a fireplace</i>

9
00:00:33,349 --> 00:00:34,937
and a chimney,
and all sealed up.

10
00:00:35,041 --> 00:00:37,181
Fantastic.
So I can go and move in here.

11
00:00:37,284 --> 00:00:40,839
- Something has been here.
Something big.

12
00:00:40,943 --> 00:00:44,533
Ate my cranberries.
Hey, bear!

13
00:00:44,636 --> 00:00:47,639
- I'm officially tapping out.
My health is important to me,

14
00:00:47,743 --> 00:00:50,297
and I'm not interested
in battling

15
00:00:50,401 --> 00:00:52,920
whatever it is that's going on
in my body right now,

16
00:00:53,024 --> 00:00:54,715
being on a starvation diet.

17
00:01:04,380 --> 00:01:07,866
Narrator: In "Alone's"
most terrifying location yet,

18
00:01:07,970 --> 00:01:10,904
ten participants face
the deadliest predator

19
00:01:11,007 --> 00:01:12,802
in North America.

20
00:01:12,906 --> 00:01:13,976
- There he is right there.

21
00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:15,529
- Grizzly bears.
- Hey, bear.

22
00:01:15,633 --> 00:01:16,979
- There are a lot
of grizzly here.

23
00:01:17,083 --> 00:01:18,014
I'm gonna have to live
with them.

24
00:01:18,118 --> 00:01:19,602
- Go on! Get!

25
00:01:19,706 --> 00:01:21,156
- Every second we're on
the land, we're being hunted.

26
00:01:21,259 --> 00:01:23,434
- Holy [bleep], mountain lion.

27
00:01:23,537 --> 00:01:25,470
- He's circling around
my shelter.

28
00:01:25,574 --> 00:01:26,782
Narrator:
Bone-chilling cold...

29
00:01:26,885 --> 00:01:28,439
- Winter is coming.

30
00:01:28,542 --> 00:01:30,579
- You combine the wind
with the rain and the cold,

31
00:01:30,682 --> 00:01:32,236
this place could make
the Arctic look easy.

32
00:01:32,339 --> 00:01:34,100
- Oh, [bleep].

33
00:01:34,203 --> 00:01:35,929
Narrator:
And complete isolation.

34
00:01:36,032 --> 00:01:37,275
- You cannot hide
from yourself

35
00:01:37,379 --> 00:01:38,759
mentally and emotionally.

36
00:01:38,863 --> 00:01:40,278
- Ah!

37
00:01:40,382 --> 00:01:41,486
- There's no place to go.

38
00:01:41,590 --> 00:01:43,626
- I am suffering
from loneliness.

39
00:01:43,730 --> 00:01:45,076
Narrator: Who will survive?

40
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- Yes! Yes!

41
00:01:47,389 --> 00:01:49,770
- This could be the end.

42
00:01:49,874 --> 00:01:51,082
<i>- 1 don't want to tap,
but 1 don't want</i>

43
00:01:51,186 --> 00:01:52,497
to die either.

44
00:01:52,601 --> 00:01:54,534
- You have to suffer
before you can succeed.

45
00:01:56,052 --> 00:01:59,125
Narrator:
The last one standing wins.

46
00:01:59,228 --> 00:02:00,988
<i>- AL what point
do 1 push the button?</i>

47
00:02:35,057 --> 00:02:37,370
- Mmm. Dirt soup.
Delicious.

48
00:02:41,270 --> 00:02:46,172
Not particularly delicious,
but it's okay.

49
00:02:46,275 --> 00:02:49,278
We're happy
with what we can get out here.

50
00:02:49,382 --> 00:02:53,662
It's so weird how I keep
talking like "we're," "we."

51
00:02:53,765 --> 00:02:57,562
[like Gollum] We's happy
with what we's gets. Precious.

52
00:03:00,082 --> 00:03:03,948
[normally] I'm freaking turning
into Gollum over here.

53
00:03:04,051 --> 00:03:07,089
[like Gollum] What
does it taste like, Precious?

54
00:03:07,193 --> 00:03:09,678
Is it scrumptious?

55
00:03:09,781 --> 00:03:12,819
[normally] Nope,
it's not very scrumptious.

56
00:03:19,860 --> 00:03:23,761
<i>Al right. 1 say we go make
a door for the shelter.</i>

57
00:03:25,763 --> 00:03:27,454
<i>1 think there was probably
some people who didn't think</i>

58
00:03:27,558 --> 00:03:29,801
I was gonna last very long.

59
00:03:31,286 --> 00:03:32,908
<i>Of course,
once 1 started working</i>

60
00:03:33,011 --> 00:03:34,565
and getting overheated...

61
00:03:39,501 --> 00:03:43,919
<i>Tm Biko, son of Tui.
And 1 don't give up easy.</i>

62
00:03:48,889 --> 00:03:51,306
Now, I'd like to shovel a bunch
of pine boughs in there,

63
00:03:51,409 --> 00:03:54,240
to insulate the heck out of it.

64
00:03:58,071 --> 00:04:00,418
You know, my dad was as Marine
and a sheriff,

65
00:04:00,522 --> 00:04:04,595
and so he was always wanting
to do outdoor stuff with us.

66
00:04:04,698 --> 00:04:08,323
And basically,
I just fell in love with it.

67
00:04:08,426 --> 00:04:10,911
And the award
for most flammable door

68
00:04:11,015 --> 00:04:14,915
ever made goes to Biko!

69
00:04:16,917 --> 00:04:19,334
How do you want
to accept this award?

70
00:04:19,437 --> 00:04:23,303
I'll take it in food.
Thank you.

71
00:04:23,407 --> 00:04:26,617
I hope to have more times
like that with my dad.

72
00:04:26,720 --> 00:04:28,653
He's a great father.

73
00:04:28,757 --> 00:04:32,139
<i>1 hope 10 be
a great father one day.</i>

74
00:04:32,243 --> 00:04:37,006
What a monstrosity this is.
Hello, Frankenstein door.

75
00:04:39,802 --> 00:04:42,874
<i>To think 1 could have
just made a simple door.</i>

76
00:04:42,978 --> 00:04:45,636
<i>No. Instead,
1 got a [bleep) drawbridge.</i>

77
00:05:13,733 --> 00:05:18,841
- So my bottle
of hot water--

78
00:05:18,945 --> 00:05:21,810
it's had a couple of rounds
of hot water in it.

79
00:05:21,913 --> 00:05:25,227
So. Whoo.
I'm soaked.

80
00:05:26,677 --> 00:05:29,058
So I'm actually using it
to warm my hands.

81
00:05:29,162 --> 00:05:34,236
But I'm gonna put rosehips
in it.

82
00:05:35,582 --> 00:05:37,688
And make some rosehip tea here.

83
00:05:39,517 --> 00:05:41,174
I mean, I know I get
lots of vitamin C,

84
00:05:41,277 --> 00:05:44,488
but it's not gonna hurt me
to have some more,

85
00:05:50,666 --> 00:05:53,738
It's gonna be hard
to mix up, but.

86
00:05:58,709 --> 00:06:02,298
Just got to spit out
the seeds again.

87
00:06:02,402 --> 00:06:05,163
But otherwise, it's nice.

88
00:06:05,267 --> 00:06:09,927
<i>So 1 now have a glass bottle</i>

89
00:06:10,030 --> 00:06:12,239
to put hot tea in.

90
00:06:12,343 --> 00:06:14,380
That's gonna be so much nicer.

91
00:06:18,867 --> 00:06:22,664
<i>1 set snares, but there's
nothing in my snares.</i>

92
00:06:22,767 --> 00:06:24,873
<i>So 1 have to get
more snares out.</i>

93
00:06:27,427 --> 00:06:30,223
I'm starting to worry
about food.

94
00:06:30,326 --> 00:06:32,674
I'm not having
the best luck fishing.

95
00:06:32,777 --> 00:06:36,919
<i>1 can't believe
1 cannot cateh a fish.</i>

96
00:06:40,267 --> 00:06:42,753
It looks like maybe
some bunnies have chewed

97
00:06:42,856 --> 00:06:44,444
the bottom of this.

98
00:06:47,447 --> 00:06:50,623
This looks like it would be
a good spot to put a snare.

99
00:06:50,726 --> 00:06:53,488
Try that.

100
00:06:53,591 --> 00:06:58,424
This path just kind of looks
like it goes out there.

101
00:07:01,944 --> 00:07:04,430
<i>1 have to get some meat.</i>

102
00:07:04,533 --> 00:07:07,778
I just think about it all night
long now, just waking up

103
00:07:07,881 --> 00:07:13,024
and trying to think
of different ways to get food.

104
00:07:13,128 --> 00:07:16,165
<i>1f 1 could get some rabbits,
1 could eat more.</i>

105
00:07:18,789 --> 00:07:22,309
What is that?

106
00:07:22,413 --> 00:07:23,932
It's right here.

107
00:07:25,623 --> 00:07:28,833
Let's see if we can't
maybe get it out.

108
00:07:32,561 --> 00:07:36,565
<i>1 got it out. It's heavy.
[metallic thud</i>

109
00:07:36,669 --> 00:07:39,257
<i>1 found a bear trap, 1 think.</i>

110
00:07:43,054 --> 00:07:45,471
So this is really cool.

111
00:07:45,574 --> 00:07:48,577
<i>And a reminder that 1 have
to be careful out here,</i>

112
00:07:48,681 --> 00:07:51,822
because these
are old trap lands.

113
00:07:51,925 --> 00:07:56,585
This is telling me that
this is a bear traffic area.

114
00:07:56,689 --> 00:08:00,175
All of these trails
are bear trails.

115
00:08:00,278 --> 00:08:02,004
Actually, it must have been
a long time ago.

116
00:08:02,108 --> 00:08:04,144
Most places, you haven't
been able to trap bear

117
00:08:04,248 --> 00:08:05,939
in a long time.

118
00:08:06,043 --> 00:08:08,286
So you can see--

119
00:08:08,390 --> 00:08:13,050
see those big teeth on there?

120
00:08:13,153 --> 00:08:16,467
That's so cool.

121
00:08:16,571 --> 00:08:19,505
That, I'm gonna take back
to camp.

122
00:08:19,608 --> 00:08:23,163
And we'll see how it goes
with my snares.

123
00:08:47,843 --> 00:08:51,606
- I had a dream

124
00:08:51,709 --> 00:08:55,471
that my family was cooking up
a feast.

125
00:08:55,575 --> 00:08:57,577
It was pretty cool, man.
But it sucks.

126
00:08:57,681 --> 00:09:01,477
<i>In all my dreams,
1 woke up before 1 got to eat.</i>

127
00:09:01,581 --> 00:09:04,273
Like, food was all prepared,
and then I'd wake up,

128
00:09:04,377 --> 00:09:07,449
and I'd be like, "Damn it."
[chuckles]

129
00:09:07,553 --> 00:09:10,038
<i>1 could have eaten in my dream.</i>

130
00:09:11,246 --> 00:09:16,251
Open the gate!

131
00:09:16,354 --> 00:09:18,046
Nice.

132
00:09:19,875 --> 00:09:23,499
Today, I think I'd like
to start bringing rocks up

133
00:09:23,603 --> 00:09:26,261
to the fireplace.

134
00:09:26,364 --> 00:09:28,919
Oh yeah, there's some
good rocks down here, for sure.

135
00:09:32,612 --> 00:09:33,820
Some real good ones.

136
00:09:36,098 --> 00:09:39,032
<i>1 want to build a fireplace
that 1 can warm my shelter</i>

137
00:09:39,136 --> 00:09:42,173
on those really cold,
stormy nights.

138
00:09:42,277 --> 00:09:44,762
<i>1 can boil water in there,
if need be, during the storm,</i>

139
00:09:44,866 --> 00:09:46,868
<i>so 1 don't have 10 go out.</i>

140
00:09:46,971 --> 00:09:49,318
<i>1 know it's gonna be
a huge calorie output.</i>

141
00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:51,838
All the rocks that are in
the area are on the shoreline,

142
00:09:51,942 --> 00:09:55,393
and they're down a hill,
a steep hill

143
00:09:55,497 --> 00:09:57,119
<i>that 1 have to pack them up.</i>

144
00:09:59,018 --> 00:10:03,678
Whoa. Almost fell.
Felt the mud going.

145
00:10:12,341 --> 00:10:14,102
It's exhausting.

146
00:10:22,697 --> 00:10:26,183
Just got to go slow
and careful.

147
00:10:26,286 --> 00:10:30,118
That's the name
of the game for me.

148
00:10:30,221 --> 00:10:33,328
Got a lot to lose
by hurting my ankle.

149
00:10:36,262 --> 00:10:40,162
<i>This past March,
1 had surgery on my ankle.</i>

150
00:10:40,266 --> 00:10:42,682
It was supposed to be
a lot shorter recovery time

151
00:10:42,786 --> 00:10:45,996
than it was.
And it's still sore.

152
00:11:22,032 --> 00:11:25,345
Oh! [b
on [ bleep].

153
00:11:29,625 --> 00:11:32,456
Oh! [bleep].
Oh, hell.

154
00:11:35,321 --> 00:11:37,185
[bleep] damn it.

155
00:11:48,748 --> 00:11:50,612
Gonna have to be
really careful.

156
00:11:50,716 --> 00:11:53,339
That could have been bad.

157
00:11:53,442 --> 00:11:57,412
<i>That's what 1 slipped on,
right there.</i>

158
00:11:57,515 --> 00:12:01,174
<i>That's full-on clay.
1 need that.</i>

159
00:12:01,278 --> 00:12:03,487
Clay is great news.

160
00:12:03,590 --> 00:12:05,834
That's gonna make
everything easier.

161
00:12:08,768 --> 00:12:11,875
My fireplace is gonna be
so much better now.

162
00:12:11,978 --> 00:12:16,155
<i>1 can really do the fireplace
1 want to do now.</i>

163
00:12:22,506 --> 00:12:25,716
Check out what 1 found
washed up on shore.

164
00:12:25,820 --> 00:12:29,616
A Ziploc bag
with some holes in it.

165
00:12:29,720 --> 00:12:34,380
<i>But what 1 can use it
for is moving clay.</i>

166
00:12:40,041 --> 00:12:41,905
My ankle's sore from today.

167
00:12:43,699 --> 00:12:47,807
I got to be so careful
with that ankle.

168
00:12:47,911 --> 00:12:50,534
It's the one thing
that'll take me out of the game

169
00:12:50,637 --> 00:12:52,881
<i>before 1 want to go.</i>

170
00:13:00,716 --> 00:13:03,961
I've never made
a fireplace before.

171
00:13:06,067 --> 00:13:10,623
<i>Tm hoping that,
as 1 have some fires in here,</i>

172
00:13:10,726 --> 00:13:14,006
some of this clay
will kind of bake in.

173
00:13:17,043 --> 00:13:21,254
It's coming along well.
I'm pretty proud of it.

174
00:13:21,358 --> 00:13:24,671
What a strange,
crazy life I've led.

175
00:13:24,775 --> 00:13:29,297
I'm in British Columbia,
in the Chilcotin Mountains,

176
00:13:29,400 --> 00:13:31,886
competing for $500,000.

177
00:13:33,473 --> 00:13:35,441
What a crazy life.

178
00:13:37,857 --> 00:13:41,792
See, when you build a shelter
like I've built here,

179
00:13:41,896 --> 00:13:46,210
there's really no point
in tapping out early,

180
00:13:46,314 --> 00:13:49,869
when you put so much time
and effort into this.

181
00:14:00,466 --> 00:14:05,195
It's working. Yes.

182
00:14:23,213 --> 00:14:27,251
- Golly. Beautiful.

183
00:14:27,355 --> 00:14:29,736
Mushrooms are fun to find.

184
00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:32,291
<i>Hope 1 can find
a few more up there today.</i>

185
00:14:33,637 --> 00:14:35,881
Sweet.,

186
00:14:36,743 --> 00:14:37,537
Whoops.

187
00:14:46,063 --> 00:14:49,584
Well, so far,

188
00:14:49,687 --> 00:14:51,448
it's gonna keep me alive until
gill net time.

189
00:14:53,243 --> 00:14:56,936
I think we have enough of them
to last 14 days.

190
00:14:59,421 --> 00:15:00,250
You're collecting
everything you can see

191
00:15:00,353 --> 00:15:02,114
and find along the way.

192
00:15:02,217 --> 00:15:03,632
<i>Thank God
1 have all these plants,</i>

193
00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:05,117
and they all carry me
till I get to fish.

194
00:15:07,947 --> 00:15:09,362
<i>1 can't let
the mushrooms go bad.</i>

195
00:15:09,466 --> 00:15:13,677
I'm worried about it
being cold and damp.

196
00:15:13,780 --> 00:15:15,713
They don't like
being stored in a hole.

197
00:15:15,817 --> 00:15:18,130
They're not like cranberries.

198
00:15:20,166 --> 00:15:23,790
Yeah, food preservation is one
of my favorite things to do.

199
00:15:23,894 --> 00:15:26,483
One of my faves.

200
00:15:26,586 --> 00:15:30,280
I love salting,
fermenting,

201
00:15:30,383 --> 00:15:34,111
drying, canning,

202
00:15:34,215 --> 00:15:35,664
boiling and pressure.

203
00:15:40,359 --> 00:15:43,293
<i>1 do this in schools
all the time.</i>

204
00:15:43,396 --> 00:15:47,297
We did a lot
of food preservation.

205
00:15:47,400 --> 00:15:49,747
We made cream of mushroom
soup from wild boletes,

206
00:15:49,851 --> 00:15:54,062
and sold it to the public.
[chuckles and sighs]

207
00:15:55,926 --> 00:15:58,929
Man, the kids just loved it.

208
00:15:59,033 --> 00:16:03,520
Loved it.
They'll do it on their own.

209
00:16:03,623 --> 00:16:05,625
Any activity that
revolves around food,

210
00:16:05,729 --> 00:16:07,110
they're probably gonna jump
on it.

211
00:16:08,974 --> 00:16:12,356
And it's a bunch of wonderful
people in education, man.

212
00:16:12,460 --> 00:16:14,807
The best.
I loved it.

213
00:16:14,910 --> 00:16:17,120
Part of my new
mushroom-picking attire...

214
00:16:19,639 --> 00:16:24,161
is a smoked bolete necklace.

215
00:16:28,269 --> 00:16:32,790
We are done.
Holy [bleep].

216
00:16:32,894 --> 00:16:35,793
So we have our lines up here.

217
00:16:37,140 --> 00:16:40,867
This one here
is our red slimeballs.

218
00:16:42,007 --> 00:16:45,148
The one back here is our pines.
They're feeling nice.

219
00:16:46,770 --> 00:16:49,945
<i>1 processed about
30-plus pounds today.</i>

220
00:16:50,049 --> 00:16:52,086
Mushrooms are nice.

221
00:17:20,666 --> 00:17:22,633
- We got some snow
on the ground.

222
00:17:25,257 --> 00:17:28,984
So it was a rough night.

223
00:17:31,608 --> 00:17:36,061
Thought about home a lot
last night and this morning.

224
00:17:36,164 --> 00:17:38,166
Really missing my kids.

225
00:17:41,376 --> 00:17:42,584
I miss Leelee's little feet

226
00:17:42,688 --> 00:17:44,345
running across the floor
in the morning.

227
00:17:48,866 --> 00:17:51,386
I'm feeling very hungry
this morning.

228
00:17:56,598 --> 00:18:00,292
Maybe something warm to eat
will

229
00:18:00,395 --> 00:18:03,226
lift my spirts
a little bit.

230
00:18:05,297 --> 00:18:07,851
This morning, when I was just
kind of laying there,

231
00:18:07,954 --> 00:18:08,990
waiting for it
to get light out,

232
00:18:09,094 --> 00:18:11,993
<i>1 heard something
outside my tent.</i>

233
00:18:17,205 --> 00:18:20,415
All right, let's go
check out the beach.

234
00:18:25,351 --> 00:18:29,631
So right there's the bear.
And there's my tracks.

235
00:18:29,735 --> 00:18:33,325
And those are pretty fresh.

236
00:18:37,260 --> 00:18:39,262
So he is in the area.

237
00:18:46,269 --> 00:18:49,548
Must have just been coming down
through this trail right here.

238
00:18:56,520 --> 00:18:58,143
Hmm.

239
00:19:04,149 --> 00:19:08,153
Oh, there he is,
right there. [bleep].

240
00:19:08,256 --> 00:19:09,809
Right there.

241
00:19:14,297 --> 00:19:19,025
Hey! Get! Get!

242
00:19:19,129 --> 00:19:21,614
Go on. Go on,

243
00:19:24,307 --> 00:19:29,035
Been following me.
Get out of here!

244
00:19:29,139 --> 00:19:33,523
He's right there.
He's coming.

245
00:19:35,041 --> 00:19:38,942
[bleep].
Get! You get!

246
00:20:01,240 --> 00:20:03,656
- You get!
[air horn blasts]

247
00:20:08,765 --> 00:20:10,042
There he is.

248
00:20:12,976 --> 00:20:15,772
Oh, my God.

249
00:20:15,875 --> 00:20:17,118
Oh, my God.

250
00:20:19,534 --> 00:20:20,915
He's just circling me.

251
00:20:23,193 --> 00:20:25,437
<i>1 just don't even know
where to stand.</i>

252
00:20:25,540 --> 00:20:29,786
So afraid he's gonna charge me.
He can come from any direction.

253
00:20:29,889 --> 00:20:31,374
He's just out there.

254
00:20:33,859 --> 00:20:35,378
Oh, my God.

255
00:20:39,899 --> 00:20:42,454
<i>Oh, God. 1 don't know.</i>

256
00:20:44,835 --> 00:20:47,562
<i>1 feel like there's a point
that this is not worth it.</i>

257
00:20:51,497 --> 00:20:53,913
<i>1 just don't know
if 1 should--</i>

258
00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:09,550
At what point--

259
00:21:09,653 --> 00:21:11,414
<i>at what point
do 1 push the button?</i>

260
00:21:23,874 --> 00:21:26,221
I feel like I'm being
such a baby about this.

261
00:21:34,644 --> 00:21:37,302
All right.
Just have to get it together.

262
00:21:39,752 --> 00:21:41,478
Let me see where he went.

263
00:21:44,067 --> 00:21:49,003
I can't let this bear be the
reason that I can't do this.

264
00:21:49,106 --> 00:21:53,352
<i>1 don't know--1 don't know
what to do in the after.</i>

265
00:21:58,392 --> 00:22:00,394
All the safety training
in the world

266
00:22:00,497 --> 00:22:03,017
cannot predict
what that bear is gonna do.

267
00:22:05,088 --> 00:22:08,125
<i>1 am alone with a grizzly bear
that is hunting me,</i>

268
00:22:08,229 --> 00:22:12,958
and there is nothing that is
gonna save me except myself.

269
00:22:13,061 --> 00:22:14,925
Every shadow...

270
00:22:17,307 --> 00:22:21,967
Every noise.
I'm jumpy right now.

271
00:22:22,070 --> 00:22:25,971
It's about time for me to be
okay and get some stuff done.

272
00:22:31,873 --> 00:22:34,497
<i>Hmm.
1 don't know.</i>

273
00:23:01,006 --> 00:23:02,766
- I'm thinking about making
a decoy hat.

274
00:23:05,735 --> 00:23:08,393
<i>1 bet it would work great
on these deer.</i>

275
00:23:17,816 --> 00:23:19,404
This animal gave up
its life for me.

276
00:23:19,507 --> 00:23:21,095
I feel like the best way
to honor it

277
00:23:21,198 --> 00:23:23,787
<i>is 10 use every part
that 1 can.</i>

278
00:23:23,891 --> 00:23:25,168
You don't really get
that kind of connection

279
00:23:25,271 --> 00:23:28,861
when you go to the supermarket
and buy meat off the shelf.

280
00:23:30,415 --> 00:23:32,071
<i>For this project,
1 take the buck's head</i>

281
00:23:32,175 --> 00:23:34,902
<i>and 1 flesh it all out,
turn the ears out,</i>

282
00:23:35,005 --> 00:23:38,492
and basically make
a stuffed deer head.

283
00:23:38,595 --> 00:23:40,148
Stuff it with moss.

284
00:23:40,252 --> 00:23:43,738
I've killed lots of animals
with a self bow.

285
00:23:43,842 --> 00:23:47,604
Giant bull elk, boar hogs.

286
00:23:47,708 --> 00:23:50,607
They're all special,
because they feed my family.

287
00:23:52,885 --> 00:23:55,129
My family depends on wild game.

288
00:23:55,232 --> 00:23:57,580
This is something
I've never,

289
00:23:57,683 --> 00:24:00,168
never showed the boys
anything about.

290
00:24:00,272 --> 00:24:02,516
<i>1 don't know if they'd have
any interest in it or not.</i>

291
00:24:07,486 --> 00:24:10,696
My dad--horses
has been his life.

292
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:13,354
You know, he's--he's
a horse trainer,

293
00:24:13,458 --> 00:24:15,874
and, you know,
it was a competition thing.

294
00:24:20,188 --> 00:24:23,606
Remind me to never

295
00:24:23,709 --> 00:24:27,851
take up taxidermy
as a second career.

296
00:24:31,752 --> 00:24:34,927
When he was, I don't know,
I guess, late 20s, mid 20s,

297
00:24:35,031 --> 00:24:38,586
and was working at a plant,
he decided he was gonna

298
00:24:38,690 --> 00:24:42,107
leave that behind
and start training horses,

299
00:24:42,210 --> 00:24:44,903
and everybody told him
it was crazy.

300
00:24:45,006 --> 00:24:47,492
<i>1 need to stitch this up,
stitch everything up,</i>

301
00:24:47,595 --> 00:24:52,807
all the holes--
bottom lip to the top,

302
00:24:52,911 --> 00:24:55,361
and stitch the eyes shut.

303
00:24:55,465 --> 00:24:57,778
For a long time,
I thought my dad

304
00:24:57,881 --> 00:24:59,538
<i>and 1
were very different people.</i>

305
00:24:59,642 --> 00:25:03,887
It wasn't until just
a few years ago, I guess,

306
00:25:03,991 --> 00:25:07,201
<i>that 1 realized
that we're exactly the same.</i>

307
00:25:07,304 --> 00:25:08,547
The only thing
that's different

308
00:25:08,651 --> 00:25:11,308
is what we're passionate
about.

309
00:25:11,412 --> 00:25:13,725
His is horses,
and mine is archery

310
00:25:13,828 --> 00:25:16,935
and bow hunting
and being in the woods.

311
00:25:19,454 --> 00:25:22,457
This thing's gonna
look like Frankenstein.

312
00:25:22,561 --> 00:25:26,254
And now he's in the National
Cutting Horse Hall of Fame.

313
00:25:26,358 --> 00:25:29,948
If you have something that
you're passionate about,

314
00:25:30,051 --> 00:25:32,157
do it because you love it.

315
00:25:32,260 --> 00:25:35,470
You can make damn
near anything work.

316
00:25:35,574 --> 00:25:39,198
There you go.
One deer decoy.

317
00:25:44,652 --> 00:25:46,620
Figured I'd mount
this thing to my head.

318
00:26:17,340 --> 00:26:21,551
- Well, let's see about
this here deer mask.

319
00:26:22,345 --> 00:26:25,417
Bring them right in.

320
00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:27,764
Clay's Taxidermy,
open for business.

321
00:26:34,391 --> 00:26:35,876
Here we go.

322
00:26:35,979 --> 00:26:40,087
One rather bedraggled-
looking deer head,

323
00:26:40,190 --> 00:26:41,813
on the wall.

324
00:26:42,917 --> 00:26:44,747
Oh, yeah.

325
00:26:48,785 --> 00:26:52,202
I'm gonna get started on
bringing in the deer hide.

326
00:26:52,306 --> 00:26:54,964
Al right.

327
00:26:55,067 --> 00:26:57,207
<i>1 knew that 1 want to do
something with the hide.</i>

328
00:26:57,311 --> 00:26:59,382
<i>AX first, 1 used it
for the top of the smoker,</i>

329
00:26:59,485 --> 00:27:00,970
which works great.

330
00:27:01,073 --> 00:27:03,386
<i>But 1 want to use this deer
as much as 1 can.</i>

331
00:27:03,489 --> 00:27:07,252
<i>And 1 also just want
a project to work on.</i>

332
00:27:07,355 --> 00:27:10,289
And so I would love
to brain tan this hide.

333
00:27:10,393 --> 00:27:12,429
Use it for a recliner.

334
00:27:14,397 --> 00:27:17,365
Doesn't smell sour
or spoiled at all.

335
00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:21,853
I'll get the deer brains out,
put them in a pot,

336
00:27:21,956 --> 00:27:24,579
<i>and smash them up,
just as good as 1 can.</i>

337
00:27:24,683 --> 00:27:26,167
Add a little bit of water.

338
00:27:29,895 --> 00:27:33,519
Just gonna mash
that up real good.

339
00:27:33,623 --> 00:27:35,625
Mix it up as good as I can.

340
00:27:35,729 --> 00:27:37,627
<i>1 want to get those brains
over every inch</i>

341
00:27:37,731 --> 00:27:39,560
of the deer hide.

342
00:27:39,664 --> 00:27:41,320
MMmMm-mmm-mmm.

343
00:27:41,424 --> 00:27:42,701
And then once
you've got that done,

344
00:27:42,805 --> 00:27:44,289
then you start working it.

345
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:50,122
Was gonna wring this out again,

346
00:27:50,226 --> 00:27:52,055
but I think
I'm just gonna leave it

347
00:27:52,159 --> 00:27:55,369
and just work--try
to get every bit of that brain

348
00:27:55,472 --> 00:27:58,683
worked into this hide.

349
00:27:58,786 --> 00:28:00,201
<i>Tm glad 1 decided to do this.</i>

350
00:28:00,305 --> 00:28:04,067
<i>This is gonna be nice
once 1 get done with it.</i>

351
00:28:04,171 --> 00:28:06,794
<i>Sometimes 1 wonder
why 1 ended up</i>

352
00:28:06,898 --> 00:28:09,417
with the interests
that I have.

353
00:28:09,521 --> 00:28:11,212
<i>1 have two brothers.
They've hunted,</i>

354
00:28:11,316 --> 00:28:13,145
but they're not--they're not
hunters, you know.

355
00:28:13,249 --> 00:28:16,631
They didn't stick with it.
I'm the youngest,

356
00:28:16,735 --> 00:28:19,600
<i>and my next brother's
seven years older than 1 am.</i>

357
00:28:19,704 --> 00:28:23,190
And so when they would go
to these horse shows,

358
00:28:23,293 --> 00:28:25,917
I'd have to go with them.
I always competed.

359
00:28:26,020 --> 00:28:28,195
You know, it was a competition
thing--cutting.

360
00:28:28,298 --> 00:28:30,231
But half an hour before
it was time for me

361
00:28:30,335 --> 00:28:32,026
to go and show my horse,

362
00:28:32,130 --> 00:28:35,581
it was--I'd come back, do it,
and then I was gone again.

363
00:28:35,685 --> 00:28:38,446
It's like my heart was
in the woods.

364
00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:40,276
I couldn't even begin
to describe myself

365
00:28:40,379 --> 00:28:43,900
without talking at length
about being outdoors.

366
00:28:44,004 --> 00:28:47,041
<i>Just such a big,
massive part of who 1 am.</i>

367
00:28:49,734 --> 00:28:51,632
Al right.

368
00:28:52,875 --> 00:28:56,637
Let's eat some dinner
before 1 hit the sack.

369
00:29:27,357 --> 00:29:31,499
- Bad news.
We got like--[exhales deeply]

370
00:29:31,603 --> 00:29:34,192
I don't know.
It looks like from here

371
00:29:34,295 --> 00:29:37,057
four to six inches
of snow last night.

372
00:29:51,623 --> 00:29:53,556
So I waited
till the last moment.

373
00:29:53,659 --> 00:29:56,248
We got this snow, and it
looks like it's not gonna stop.

374
00:30:07,052 --> 00:30:09,296
It is time to get
my ass in gear

375
00:30:09,399 --> 00:30:11,367
and get some warmth
in my shelter.

376
00:30:11,470 --> 00:30:13,231
I mean, it's necessary now.

377
00:30:16,027 --> 00:30:18,132
Where is the most insulation
in your house?

378
00:30:18,236 --> 00:30:21,273
Not in your floor.
It's not in your walls.

379
00:30:21,377 --> 00:30:24,552
It's in your roof and
your attic because heat rises.

380
00:30:24,656 --> 00:30:27,210
And so for me,
I'm gonna build the insulation

381
00:30:27,314 --> 00:30:29,695
where the heat is gonna go.

382
00:30:29,799 --> 00:30:31,283
Okay, the rest of the limbs,

383
00:30:31,387 --> 00:30:34,908
we're just tossing on,
face-down,

384
00:30:36,392 --> 00:30:39,705
With insulation--
that's the stick parts.

385
00:30:39,809 --> 00:30:41,638
I'm trying to finish up
the door.

386
00:30:50,233 --> 00:30:52,718
That just kind of makes it
a little more serious now.

387
00:30:54,341 --> 00:30:56,101
Gotta get everything
going, man.

388
00:30:59,380 --> 00:31:03,522
Snow days, man.
Remember sledding? As a kid?

389
00:31:05,041 --> 00:31:08,251
And coming in,
and Mom having hot chocolate?

390
00:31:10,150 --> 00:31:13,049
Got, like, cookies or whatever,
walking in?

391
00:31:14,982 --> 00:31:19,090
Holy cow, that was--
that was awesome.

392
00:31:23,577 --> 00:31:27,719
This shelter's 95% done,
which for me means done.

393
00:31:27,822 --> 00:31:30,101
And so I feel like
I'm ready for winter.

394
00:31:34,484 --> 00:31:39,524
Just gonna get out
of these wet-ass clothes.

395
00:31:59,993 --> 00:32:01,891
- Oh, good morning.

396
00:32:05,067 --> 00:32:08,311
It's getting light later
and later in the morning.

397
00:32:08,415 --> 00:32:12,350
<i>1 mean, 1 understand that's how
I works this time of year.</i>

398
00:32:12,453 --> 00:32:14,317
But.

399
00:32:16,078 --> 00:32:19,633
At some point, winter is here,
and plant foods are not.

400
00:32:19,736 --> 00:32:23,292
So like to have a big,
ol' gathering day.

401
00:32:23,395 --> 00:32:26,847
Gathering has really been
my bread and butter out here.

402
00:32:26,951 --> 00:32:31,024
Haven't had much other option.
[chuckles]

403
00:32:31,127 --> 00:32:32,404
<i>Apparently, 1 can't fish.</i>

404
00:32:32,508 --> 00:32:34,855
But, you know, we all have
to have a weakness.

405
00:32:37,651 --> 00:32:39,791
And to be fair,
it's not like my site

406
00:32:39,894 --> 00:32:43,933
was exactly
a fisherman's paradise here.

407
00:32:46,418 --> 00:32:51,285
Fishing this site
is incredibly challenging.

408
00:32:51,389 --> 00:32:55,186
The fish that I do have access
to are going to be very small.

409
00:32:55,289 --> 00:32:57,567
I'm getting to that point
where I know my body fat

410
00:32:57,671 --> 00:33:01,847
is getting low, because
I'm mildly hungry all the time.

411
00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:06,783
My body is telling me,
"You definitely need calories."

412
00:33:11,547 --> 00:33:14,550
Pretty sure this a good, solid
half a can, which is my base.

413
00:33:14,653 --> 00:33:18,726
<i>1 have to get that in a day.
That's 500 calories.</i>

414
00:33:18,830 --> 00:33:22,075
<i>1 should gather three
or four days' worth.</i>

415
00:33:22,178 --> 00:33:25,250
So we're gonna go
a little further up field.

416
00:33:27,839 --> 00:33:30,221
Traditionally,
with modern hunter/gatherers,

417
00:33:30,324 --> 00:33:33,707
up to 80% of the caloric
intake comes from gathering.

418
00:33:33,810 --> 00:33:35,019
It comes from plants.

419
00:33:35,122 --> 00:33:38,367
It's an underappreciated
caloric source.

420
00:33:38,470 --> 00:33:42,060
So this is the landscape
at the moment.

421
00:33:42,164 --> 00:33:45,753
<i>And 1 am seriously</i>

422
00:33:45,857 --> 00:33:49,757
digging roots
out of a patch in the snow.

423
00:33:49,861 --> 00:33:54,452
More Solomon's seal.
This one is a big root.

424
00:33:54,555 --> 00:33:57,282
Look at the size
of this guy down here.

425
00:33:57,386 --> 00:33:58,663
Oh, it's a good-size one.

426
00:34:08,293 --> 00:34:10,882
Time to see if we can
figure out how to get back,

427
00:34:10,985 --> 00:34:15,818
'cause it's starting to spit
rainy, snowy stuff as well,

428
00:34:15,921 --> 00:34:18,407
which is gonna get really
unpleasant really quickly.

429
00:34:20,685 --> 00:34:24,827
<i>1 really haven't come down
this side before.</i>

430
00:34:24,930 --> 00:34:28,486
So I'm trying to decide
if I go up.

431
00:34:28,589 --> 00:34:30,626
I'm gonna give it a go.
I'm gonna--'cause I'm kind of

432
00:34:30,729 --> 00:34:32,006
skirting the edge of the creek
right now.

433
00:34:32,110 --> 00:34:35,044
I'm gonna hop up--

434
00:34:35,148 --> 00:34:39,117
let's go to that second ridge
over here.

435
00:34:39,221 --> 00:34:44,743
Ooh.
Where are we?

436
00:34:44,847 --> 00:34:48,437
<i>Um, 1 don't know
what that low point is,</i>

437
00:34:48,540 --> 00:34:52,130
so I'm gonna go see.

438
00:34:52,234 --> 00:34:54,857
So we've gotten quite
a long way from the creek.

439
00:34:59,206 --> 00:35:03,555
<i>You must be [bleep) me.
1 have no idea where 1 am.</i>

440
00:35:06,213 --> 00:35:08,250
Oh, no.

441
00:35:46,391 --> 00:35:47,772
Let's walk.
Let's get to our last spot.

442
00:35:47,875 --> 00:35:49,049
Let's make some progress.

443
00:35:58,576 --> 00:36:01,544
I am guessing
we must be getting back

444
00:36:01,648 --> 00:36:05,169
closer to the lake,
'cause for a while there,

445
00:36:05,272 --> 00:36:08,551
<i>the forest was--
1 mean, it wasn't open.</i>

446
00:36:08,655 --> 00:36:12,590
It was still very dense timber.
However, there was a lot less

447
00:36:12,693 --> 00:36:17,353
of the--of the, you know,
blown-down timber,

448
00:36:20,011 --> 00:36:24,084
Pretty sure we're coming up
somewhere

449
00:36:24,188 --> 00:36:28,122
on the lake at this point.

450
00:36:31,333 --> 00:36:33,266
Hello, basket tree willow.

451
00:36:33,369 --> 00:36:35,647
It's weird what
your brain remembers.

452
00:36:35,751 --> 00:36:40,963
But that means we're close.
This is great.

453
00:36:48,108 --> 00:36:50,524
We're back at the lake.

454
00:36:50,628 --> 00:36:52,423
This is where the little creek
comes out.

455
00:36:54,528 --> 00:36:55,840
Feels good to be home.

456
00:37:01,432 --> 00:37:03,019
So this is today's haul.

457
00:37:03,123 --> 00:37:05,436
It's about three cans'
worth of cranberries,

458
00:37:05,539 --> 00:37:09,854
highbush cranberries,
small sack of rosehips,

459
00:37:09,957 --> 00:37:12,097
a surprise sack of greens.

460
00:37:12,201 --> 00:37:13,547
So those are watercress.

461
00:37:13,651 --> 00:37:15,446
Actually found
some watercress greens.

462
00:37:15,549 --> 00:37:18,828
And then a reasonable
sack of roots.

463
00:37:18,932 --> 00:37:22,694
I mean, the calories
I've brought back with me--

464
00:37:22,798 --> 00:37:24,627
maybe--

465
00:37:26,353 --> 00:37:29,943
<i>They probably just barely
make up what 1 put out.</i>

466
00:37:30,046 --> 00:37:32,463
That's not the equation
you're looking for. [chuckles]

467
00:37:34,327 --> 00:37:36,881
I'm really starting to notice
the lack of calories.

468
00:37:36,984 --> 00:37:40,264
It's really starting to affect
my performance

469
00:37:40,367 --> 00:37:43,267
and what I'm capable of doing.

470
00:37:43,370 --> 00:37:45,338
<i>Just wish 1 could
catch some fish.</i>

471
00:38:13,849 --> 00:38:15,402
<i>1 don't know.</i>

472
00:38:19,441 --> 00:38:20,787
So good.

473
00:38:22,892 --> 00:38:24,929
Hey, the boat's still there.

474
00:38:25,032 --> 00:38:27,069
Decided it's time
to go boating.

475
00:38:33,144 --> 00:38:36,181
Okay, here we go. The ol'...

476
00:38:43,430 --> 00:38:47,158
The butt will most certainly
not be dry.

477
00:38:47,261 --> 00:38:50,092
It'll be ice [bleep] cold.

478
00:38:59,308 --> 00:39:00,758
<i>1 want to catch more fish.</i>

479
00:39:00,861 --> 00:39:03,036
<i>1 need to get
a surplus of calories.</i>

480
00:39:13,426 --> 00:39:14,875
Okay.

481
00:39:40,901 --> 00:39:42,386
Let's go fishing.

482
00:39:50,186 --> 00:39:53,431
<i>Back home in Alaska, 1 was in
a long-term relationship</i>

483
00:39:53,535 --> 00:39:58,056
with a woman who had a
young daughter named Jordan.

484
00:40:01,991 --> 00:40:04,131
So Jordan and 1
had this motto,

485
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:07,514
just that we never give up,
no matter what we're doing.

486
00:40:07,618 --> 00:40:09,654
<i>And so when 1 have
tough times out here,</i>

487
00:40:09,758 --> 00:40:11,829
my mind immediately
goes to her.

488
00:40:11,932 --> 00:40:14,072
And it's kept me going,

489
00:40:14,176 --> 00:40:15,695
thinking about her
when times get tough,

490
00:40:15,798 --> 00:40:17,524
and what she would say.

491
00:40:17,628 --> 00:40:19,975
I'm exactly stubborn
and resilient.

492
00:40:20,078 --> 00:40:21,114
<i>1 don't give up.</i>

493
00:40:37,233 --> 00:40:40,305
Yes, yes, yes,
yes, yes.

494
00:40:41,997 --> 00:40:43,826
Yes, yes.

495
00:40:49,004 --> 00:40:50,523
Holy [bleep].

496
00:40:57,288 --> 00:40:59,152
Here we go.

497
00:41:01,361 --> 00:41:02,500
Second one.

498
00:41:04,606 --> 00:41:06,090
Yes.

499
00:41:06,193 --> 00:41:08,920
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

500
00:41:09,024 --> 00:41:11,095
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

501
00:41:12,303 --> 00:41:13,407
Yes.

502
00:41:27,525 --> 00:41:29,803
Check that out.
Two of them.

503
00:41:33,082 --> 00:41:34,739
Two rainbows,

504
00:41:39,779 --> 00:41:44,784
Totally happy about that.
I am a vegetarian no longer.

505
00:42:19,991 --> 00:42:21,648
<i>- 1 heard something big
out there,.</i>

506
00:42:44,464 --> 00:42:46,362
Can't see anything out here.

507
00:43:04,415 --> 00:43:07,729
Well, I heard something
big out there,

508
00:43:07,832 --> 00:43:11,284
but couldn't see anything.

509
00:43:11,387 --> 00:43:14,563
<i>By the time 1 got out of
my sleeping bag and got out,</i>

510
00:43:14,667 --> 00:43:18,256
it was--whatever
it was was gone.

511
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:21,156
I'll look around tomorrow and
see if I can see any tracks.

512
00:43:23,123 --> 00:43:24,953
Back to bed.

513
00:43:34,341 --> 00:43:36,965
I didn't sleep at all last
night, hardly.

514
00:43:37,068 --> 00:43:39,726
Gonna go down to the
lake shore and then come back.

515
00:43:41,245 --> 00:43:43,592
<i>So 1 just walked down
to the beach,</i>

516
00:43:43,696 --> 00:43:45,145
and there's fresh bear tracks

517
00:43:45,249 --> 00:43:47,769
coming right
across my log here.

518
00:43:47,872 --> 00:43:50,219
Walking right down
the beach here.

519
00:43:52,463 --> 00:43:54,776
So you can tell
it's a black bear,

520
00:43:54,879 --> 00:43:58,572
because a grizzly, the front
of the pad here's straighter,

521
00:43:58,676 --> 00:44:01,748
and you can draw
a straight line from this side

522
00:44:01,852 --> 00:44:04,544
to this side
without cutting this toe here.

523
00:44:04,648 --> 00:44:07,029
With this track,
if you draw a straight line,

524
00:44:07,133 --> 00:44:09,860
you're gonna cut this toe,
so that's a black bear.

525
00:44:09,963 --> 00:44:13,035
And that's a decent-size bear.

526
00:44:13,139 --> 00:44:14,485
Yeah, that's a pretty good-size
bear.

527
00:44:17,074 --> 00:44:19,076
<i>So, 1 just want to--with
those bear tracks on the beach,</i>

528
00:44:19,179 --> 00:44:20,767
<i>1 just want
to make--walk back here</i>

529
00:44:20,871 --> 00:44:24,771
and make sure there's nothing
been poking around the cache.

530
00:44:26,877 --> 00:44:30,190
Oh, [bleep]. There's bear
tracks right freakin' here.

531
00:44:32,158 --> 00:44:34,298
Like, right through camp.

532
00:44:34,401 --> 00:44:37,611
So there's the shack,
right through here.

533
00:44:39,648 --> 00:44:43,997
And here's bear tracks.

534
00:44:45,654 --> 00:44:47,760
That little bastard.

535
00:44:47,863 --> 00:44:50,486
The cache looks like
it's still--1 mean,

536
00:44:50,590 --> 00:44:53,213
the smoker looks like
it's still intact.

537
00:44:53,317 --> 00:44:55,250
<i>1 brought all my meat
and stuff inside there</i>

538
00:44:55,353 --> 00:44:58,322
'cause I thought
it would be pretty safe.

539
00:44:58,425 --> 00:45:03,120
This bear walked right--
let's see where he went.

540
00:45:03,223 --> 00:45:07,607
That is no good. We don't want
bears walking through camp.

541
00:45:07,711 --> 00:45:09,713
Looks like he may have
walked down the beach,

542
00:45:09,816 --> 00:45:12,336
and then just came back
right through here.

543
00:45:12,439 --> 00:45:16,892
Kind of in between camp

544
00:45:16,996 --> 00:45:18,722
and the smoker.

545
00:45:18,825 --> 00:45:21,690
<i>1 don't know how he didn't
smell that stuff in there.</i>

546
00:45:21,794 --> 00:45:26,212
Man, that was--
that was just lucky.

547
00:45:29,733 --> 00:45:31,769
He'll be back.

548
00:45:31,873 --> 00:45:34,013
We ain't seen the last
of Boo-Boo.

549
00:45:50,063 --> 00:45:52,617
- So been a really
yucky night.

550
00:45:52,721 --> 00:45:55,413
<i>1 have a really strong belief
and mindset,</i>

551
00:45:55,517 --> 00:45:59,383
<i>and that's what 1 try to do,
you know, with my encounters</i>

552
00:45:59,486 --> 00:46:02,110
with a grizzly bear--
is every time [--

553
00:46:02,213 --> 00:46:03,490
every time
it happens,

554
00:46:03,594 --> 00:46:06,252
<i>1 try to mentally think
about the situation again</i>

555
00:46:06,355 --> 00:46:08,288
and change my mindset

556
00:46:08,392 --> 00:46:10,566
to handle it differently
next time.

557
00:46:10,670 --> 00:46:14,467
<i>So maybe 1 need
to do that with, you know,</i>

558
00:46:14,570 --> 00:46:17,194
fishing and snaring,
and whatever.

559
00:46:17,297 --> 00:46:19,403
Just stop thinking about
the things that 1 can't do,

560
00:46:19,506 --> 00:46:23,925
<i>and really start focusing on
what 1 might be able to do. So.</i>

561
00:46:34,832 --> 00:46:39,941
<i>Ready to check some snares.
1 feel hungry.</i>

562
00:46:40,044 --> 00:46:43,013
Really hopeful that there's
something in my snares today.

563
00:46:46,361 --> 00:46:47,914
The scary things
I've dealt with in my life,

564
00:46:48,018 --> 00:46:50,434
<i>1 can definitely recover
from a grizzly bear.</i>

565
00:46:50,537 --> 00:46:52,746
For sure.

566
00:46:52,850 --> 00:46:55,922
When I was a kid,
we lived a lot in safe houses,

567
00:46:56,026 --> 00:46:58,304
<i>and 1 was just always
running around in the woods.</i>

568
00:46:58,407 --> 00:47:00,099
<i>1 was trying to escape from,</i>

569
00:47:00,202 --> 00:47:03,033
you know, a bad
childhood environment.

570
00:47:03,136 --> 00:47:06,277
Any bunny there?

571
00:47:06,381 --> 00:47:08,693
I've always felt
a little bit alone.

572
00:47:08,797 --> 00:47:10,454
<i>1 had my children very young,</i>

573
00:47:10,557 --> 00:47:12,249
and tried to make
a home for them,

574
00:47:12,352 --> 00:47:16,805
but never really felt like
any place was home for me.

575
00:47:16,909 --> 00:47:20,291
<i>When 1 was very young,
1lived in a foster home.</i>

576
00:47:20,395 --> 00:47:23,674
<i>Ts just kind of always
been everything that 1 do,</i>

577
00:47:23,777 --> 00:47:25,538
I've taught myself.

578
00:47:25,641 --> 00:47:27,678
<i>Yeah, 1 think they're too big.</i>

579
00:47:27,781 --> 00:47:29,611
That's scary
when you're a kid.

580
00:47:29,714 --> 00:47:31,855
<i>So 1 can go through
a scary situation,</i>

581
00:47:31,958 --> 00:47:34,202
and it may shock me
for a second,

582
00:47:34,305 --> 00:47:35,893
but I'm gonna recover quickly,

583
00:47:35,997 --> 00:47:38,033
and it's not gonna
knock me off my path.

584
00:47:38,137 --> 00:47:40,104
I'm just gonna pick myself up,
and I'm gonna keep going.

585
00:47:45,351 --> 00:47:48,733
[chuckles]
I got a rabbit.

586
00:47:48,837 --> 00:47:52,772
Oh, my gosh, that is awesome.

587
00:47:52,876 --> 00:47:56,086
Tada.
It's a bunny.

588
00:47:58,674 --> 00:48:01,056
Got him.

589
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:05,198
So we're gonna go down
and skin the rabbit.

590
00:48:05,302 --> 00:48:07,476
Cautiously.

591
00:48:07,580 --> 00:48:10,479
So that the grizzly bear
doesn't come along.

592
00:48:16,313 --> 00:48:19,281
<i>1 don't want
to waste any meat.</i>

593
00:48:19,385 --> 00:48:21,559
Okay.

594
00:48:21,663 --> 00:48:24,942
Now, it's time to get this
rabbit on here.

595
00:48:25,943 --> 00:48:29,153
My belly is hungry.

596
00:48:29,257 --> 00:48:32,018
<i>Can't believe 1 get
to eat bunny rabbit.</i>

597
00:48:32,122 --> 00:48:35,849
Oh, my God, that smells so
good. Oh, my gosh.

598
00:48:43,202 --> 00:48:47,585
This little, yummy bunny heart
is gonna be so good.

599
00:48:51,520 --> 00:48:52,936
Oh, my gosh.

600
00:48:56,456 --> 00:49:01,151
Oh, my gosh.
That was so good.

601
00:49:09,090 --> 00:49:11,644
Just that alone,
and I'm happy.

602
00:49:11,747 --> 00:49:13,991
Oh, my gosh.

603
00:49:26,245 --> 00:49:29,386
- Warmed up quite a bit today.
It wasn't good yesterday.

604
00:49:29,489 --> 00:49:32,182
Yesterday, it was still
pretty damn cold.

605
00:49:35,150 --> 00:49:39,189
All right. Let's see what
we can do about an alarm.

606
00:49:41,605 --> 00:49:45,022
I've got an idea for an
alarm system for a bear.

607
00:49:46,955 --> 00:49:48,784
<i>1 forgot 1 had an air hom.</i>

608
00:49:48,888 --> 00:49:51,442
<i>1 think 1 can rig up
that air hormn 10 wire,</i>

609
00:49:51,546 --> 00:49:54,549
so if something
hits the trip wire,

610
00:49:54,652 --> 00:49:56,171
it'll set the air horn off.

611
00:49:56,275 --> 00:49:59,174
Here we go.
[clears throat]

612
00:50:03,627 --> 00:50:05,215
Got that.

613
00:50:05,318 --> 00:50:06,733
The last thing
that I want to do

614
00:50:06,837 --> 00:50:09,426
is have to deal
with a bear coming in here

615
00:50:09,529 --> 00:50:11,911
wanting to take this meat.

616
00:50:12,015 --> 00:50:15,018
But that's
a very real possibility.

617
00:50:15,121 --> 00:50:17,020
Just a little redneck
ingenuity here.

618
00:50:19,574 --> 00:50:22,439
<i>1 have 10 be prepared
{0 engage a bear.</i>

619
00:50:31,724 --> 00:50:35,590
<i>1 want to win this thing.
1 need this meat.</i>

620
00:50:38,179 --> 00:50:41,837
<i>And so 1 am willing
to go outside</i>

621
00:50:41,941 --> 00:50:44,875
and deal with a grizzly bear
to protect this meat.

622
00:50:48,327 --> 00:50:50,363
Al right.

623
00:50:50,467 --> 00:50:54,436
<i>SO now, of My, Bear comes
snooping around...</i>

624
00:50:59,027 --> 00:51:01,305
[chuckles]
I like it.

625
00:51:03,066 --> 00:51:04,170
That ought to wake me up.

626
00:51:28,746 --> 00:51:32,129
- Gonna have to ration out the
deer meat that 1 have left.

627
00:51:35,477 --> 00:51:39,309
So I'm thinking
that's a day right there.

628
00:51:39,412 --> 00:51:42,657
Little bit of fat.
Little bit of meat.

629
00:51:42,760 --> 00:51:45,004
Five or six
little pieces of jerky.

630
00:51:46,592 --> 00:51:50,320
Every day. That's not enough
to keep a fella going.

631
00:51:50,423 --> 00:51:52,943
<i>You don't know how bad
1 just want to grab</i>

632
00:51:53,046 --> 00:51:57,050
a big handful of this stuff
and start eating it right now.

633
00:51:57,154 --> 00:52:00,778
<i>But 1 can't.
1 need 10 catch a damn fish.</i>

634
00:52:08,648 --> 00:52:10,305
Al right.

635
00:52:12,790 --> 00:52:14,309
Figured I'd go fishing.

636
00:52:16,518 --> 00:52:18,900
<i>1 don't know what to think
about the damn fishing.</i>

637
00:52:21,247 --> 00:52:22,593
It's pretty discouraging

638
00:52:22,697 --> 00:52:26,528
when you go fishing day
after day after day

639
00:52:26,632 --> 00:52:29,428
and can't even
hardly get a bite.

640
00:52:33,052 --> 00:52:34,743
<i>Tm not eating as much
as 1 should be</i>

641
00:52:34,847 --> 00:52:36,987
to keep my weight up,

642
00:52:37,090 --> 00:52:40,301
'cause I'm afraid
I'm gonna run out of meat.

643
00:52:43,752 --> 00:52:47,756
[sighs]
That was a crappy cast.

644
00:52:50,345 --> 00:52:53,314
I'd feel a lot better
if I could catch some fish.

645
00:52:53,417 --> 00:52:57,076
<i>1 don't want to run
out of food again.</i>

646
00:52:57,180 --> 00:53:00,838
You know, we could be out here
for 100-120 days.

647
00:53:05,843 --> 00:53:07,604
All it takes is one.

648
00:53:07,707 --> 00:53:10,193
All it takes is one
to keep you out here that long.

649
00:53:13,782 --> 00:53:15,336
Al right.

650
00:53:17,510 --> 00:53:18,994
Hanging it up.

651
00:53:21,514 --> 00:53:23,723
No fish.

652
00:53:23,827 --> 00:53:25,553
What a surprise,
what a surprise,

653
00:53:25,656 --> 00:53:27,037
what a surprise.

654
00:53:48,231 --> 00:53:50,578
<i>- 1 made a raft this morning.</i>

655
00:53:50,681 --> 00:53:54,754
So today is going to be
all about passive fishing.

656
00:53:54,858 --> 00:53:58,724
I'd like to do the trout
line rock this morning.

657
00:53:58,827 --> 00:54:02,383
There is a possibility
it will catch a fish.

658
00:54:02,486 --> 00:54:05,903
And that would extend
my time here that much more.

659
00:54:06,007 --> 00:54:09,044
<i>Which basically means
1 have to swim out</i>

660
00:54:09,148 --> 00:54:12,738
into the cold, cold water.

661
00:54:12,841 --> 00:54:16,707
But if I don't take advantage
of all those possibilities,

662
00:54:16,811 --> 00:54:18,295
that's what I'll regret.

663
00:54:22,851 --> 00:54:24,922
Okay, we need to get
two shore anchors together.

664
00:54:25,026 --> 00:54:28,616
And my shore anchors have to be
a significant distance apart.

665
00:54:28,719 --> 00:54:32,723
Otherwise, the lines tangle.

666
00:54:32,827 --> 00:54:36,244
<i>1 have the plan to swim out
and anchor a rock</i>

667
00:54:36,348 --> 00:54:38,315
that has a wired eyelet on it,

668
00:54:38,419 --> 00:54:40,144
and basically have
a clothesline system,

669
00:54:40,248 --> 00:54:41,767
where you have
parachute inner cord

670
00:54:41,870 --> 00:54:43,389
that goes thru that eyelet,

671
00:54:43,493 --> 00:54:46,047
and you can just reel your
trout line back and forth.

672
00:54:46,150 --> 00:54:48,463
<i>But 1 need to swim
this anchor out a long way.</i>

673
00:54:49,913 --> 00:54:51,466
just in case anything
horrific goes on,

674
00:54:51,570 --> 00:54:55,298
<i>1 can push the red button
and presumably get saved.</i>

675
00:54:58,922 --> 00:55:01,580
So.
[groans]

676
00:55:01,683 --> 00:55:05,377
Let's warm the legs up.

677
00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:07,033
All right, peeps.

678
00:55:07,137 --> 00:55:09,346
We're a go.
Let's do this thing.

679
00:55:11,555 --> 00:55:12,763
Al right.

680
00:55:19,356 --> 00:55:21,427
I'm running out of days

681
00:55:21,531 --> 00:55:26,259
where I'm gonna have
the energy to do projects

682
00:55:26,363 --> 00:55:30,263
like swim 300 feet
out into the lake.

683
00:55:30,367 --> 00:55:34,785
If we can actually get
the trout line in water,

684
00:55:34,889 --> 00:55:36,373
some more calories
coming in.

685
00:55:50,422 --> 00:55:53,356
It inflated on its own.
[bleep].

686
00:55:54,874 --> 00:55:56,324
Uh-oh.

687
00:56:01,743 --> 00:56:05,920
[bleep].
I think I'm stuck.

688
00:56:09,993 --> 00:56:13,445
Everything is a tangled mess.
[bleep].

689
00:56:15,481 --> 00:56:17,759
And it's freezing.
[bleep].

690
00:56:20,383 --> 00:56:21,591
Starting to freeze.

691
00:56:24,490 --> 00:56:26,043
Can't believe this [bleep].

692
00:56:54,969 --> 00:56:59,214
My ears are ringing so loudly

693
00:56:59,318 --> 00:57:03,046
<i>that 1 can't hear the waves.</i>

694
00:57:03,149 --> 00:57:06,083
And I know what this is.
It's a blood pressure issue.

695
00:57:23,894 --> 00:57:25,378
Not sure I'm okay.

696
00:57:29,935 --> 00:57:31,592
Let me see
if I can stand up yet.

697
00:57:48,747 --> 00:57:49,955
There we are,

698
00:57:59,033 --> 00:58:01,035
Just trying to get
all my big arteries...

699
00:58:07,628 --> 00:58:08,905
over the fire.

700
00:58:12,356 --> 00:58:14,531
<i>1 thought T would be
in the water</i>

701
00:58:14,635 --> 00:58:18,708
for about 15 minutes.

702
00:58:20,433 --> 00:58:24,472
<i>1 was actually in the water
for 35 minutes.</i>

703
00:59:37,096 --> 00:59:41,238
<i>Status update: 1 have
a rip-roaring fire going,</i>

704
00:59:41,342 --> 00:59:44,587
<i>and 1 plan to do so
for a number of hours.</i>

705
00:59:47,969 --> 00:59:49,177
Wow.

706
00:59:53,181 --> 00:59:54,907
That was cold.

707
00:59:55,011 --> 00:59:59,567
<i>So just thought
1 should show you</i>

708
00:59:59,671 --> 01:00:01,914
the inside of my thigh,

709
01:00:02,018 --> 01:00:03,985
from having to be so close
to the fire to warm up.

710
01:00:07,230 --> 01:00:08,990
Yep.

711
01:00:09,094 --> 01:00:12,131
Lightly toasted.
[chuckles]

712
01:00:12,235 --> 01:00:13,650
Ouch.

713
01:00:15,548 --> 01:00:19,380
<i>But a small price 10 pay,
1 suppose, for being alive.</i>

714
01:00:22,003 --> 01:00:25,800
There's nothing in the world

715
01:00:25,904 --> 01:00:30,115
that makes you feel more alive
than almost not being.

716
01:00:31,772 --> 01:00:37,018
What happened was
the life vest self-inflated,

717
01:00:37,122 --> 01:00:42,368
and it tangled
in the paracord

718
01:00:42,472 --> 01:00:45,509
<i>that 1 had on the raft.</i>

719
01:00:45,613 --> 01:00:49,375
By the time I'd gotten
that disentangled

720
01:00:49,479 --> 01:00:53,172
from the life vest,
somehow the line

721
01:00:53,276 --> 01:00:56,244
had wrapped around my ankle
a number of times,

722
01:00:56,348 --> 01:00:59,351
<i>and was so tangled up
1 had to take the shoe off</i>

723
01:00:59,454 --> 01:01:01,249
while in the water.

724
01:01:01,353 --> 01:01:04,045
And finally worked out
all of the tangles

725
01:01:04,149 --> 01:01:07,428
so that I could then swim back.

726
01:01:07,531 --> 01:01:10,638
<i>Al 1 ever have to do
is push the red button,</i>

727
01:01:10,742 --> 01:01:13,434
and someone comes
and saves me.

728
01:01:13,537 --> 01:01:16,817
They asked me if I ever felt
like this was life and death,

729
01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:18,301
and I kind of laughed,
and I said,

730
01:01:18,404 --> 01:01:19,647
"No, of course not."

731
01:01:20,821 --> 01:01:22,926
Today, it did.

732
01:01:25,826 --> 01:01:26,965
- Some fishing.
Check the fish trap.

733
01:01:29,933 --> 01:01:31,314
Any bets on whether
I'm gonna fall in?

734
01:01:32,660 --> 01:01:34,006
Ah!

735
01:01:34,110 --> 01:01:35,836
- Ain't nothing for you here,
mouse.

736
01:01:35,939 --> 01:01:39,805
That little mother[bleep].
I'm killing him.

737
01:01:42,463 --> 01:01:46,536
It's probably
a circulation issue.

738
01:01:46,639 --> 01:01:50,643
- This bear is coming here.
Oh, my God.

739
01:01:50,747 --> 01:01:52,335
[bear growls]
Holy [bleep].


